Monday, July 5, 2010

Oh, how I wish I had been keepin' up....

...with my blogging like I shoulddah been.

I've definitely dropped off for a bit there and haven't felt moved to write. Stress will do that to ya.

I wish, though, that I had been writing more personal entries over the past months because there is no way, at this point, I could detail all the "traumas and dramas" I've been put through in these last few months. I can only sum things up in a few short paragraphs which I will try to do.
But first I should say, I really wanted this blog to be a true representation of my journey both good and horrid, lol. I'm afraid though, that I let me ego get in the way of my honesty and it's kept me from writing things that I felt might hurt my "image" as a "disco diva" (whatever the hell that means!). But, I've grown quite a bit lately and I realize that I don't care anymore about living up to what I think peoples' idea of me is. I have to stay true to who I am and what I'm about. And no matter what industry I find myself breaking into..."It's never THAT deep" that I have to pretend to be something or somewhere I'm not just to save a little face....and I do mean little! The title of this blog is "Chronicles of a 'Rising' Diva". "Rising".....I had to remind myself of that. I'm still trying to make it happen for myself! I haven't gotten "there" yet and if I had, there would be no need for this blog, DUHZ!! Ah, Me.

I love that I've had some success in music and I love that I have entertained people across the planet and they have found enjoyment in what I have contributed to the industry. I hope to continue that;) I love and appreciate all the support that I have received thus far. Thank you. Thank All of you.

With that being said, this is where I am today:
Things with Mad Monk went awry. Besides having some artistic differences, there where just some fundamental issues that didn't allow me to feel comfortable moving forward with more projects with Monk. I wish them the very best and much success in the future.
I'm still making music and will be involved in various projects scheduled to release in the coming months. (Details in future blogs)
And guess what???....I'll also be chronicling my passage into the acting arena!!! Yes, I'm coming out as a "thespian" ....Don't tell my parents;)

So, please. Allow me to start over and share the real deal with all of you. It's not gonna be pretty sometimes, but it will be entertaining. I'll only use this space for personal, real life entries. No press releases and things of that nature...

So again, here's where I stand today:

- Indie Artist (No longer with Mad Monk) collaborating with good friends in the music industry
- Dusting off my resume and entering the acting world...fa reals this time!
- Still strugglin to make it to the top.
- Temporarily living in Fl (which I hate...no offense to Floridians)and gots to make the best of where I am now.
- Not living off of my art...yet:( But hope to one day soon.
-Appreciating my friends inside and outside of the industry for their love, loyalty, and support.

So where from here???...Follow me and lets find out together...oh and tell a friend.
If we're not yet following each other on Twitter, holla at me and we can keep up on the mini dramas in each others lives... fun:)

kiss, kiss, hug hug, little kiss, big hug, big kiss, little hug,
Ohsha

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